the little love

i cant seem to sleep... my thoughts
turning to the little love...

i see the little love
in many different scenes

i see the little love
wrapped up in a lovers
embrace

remember that night outside of town
when he wished he was
with the little love
she might be lonely?

i do
i remember

the little love

the land of enchantment

so i am roughly 6ish weeks from moving 1059 miles... in a way many aspects of my life are resolving themselves... and in a way others are just as complicated... today i woke up and resolved myself to concentrating on the building and working here today... but i guess i feel a little done with working and i just want to travel... or make my jewelry or sew some stuff...

i do think it is funny to see the things i feel like doing and looking honestly at what i would like my life to look like.

i do think this move is a step in that direction... in the direction of motion... in the direction of a good future...

chi

sobriety

today is a dream day...

different from other dreams...

today is a sober dream...

a dreamy person am I ...

but they are not ususally so sober...

interesting element...

that is sobriety... in dreams


i wonder these days between real and

make-believe... knowing the elements of reality fall into

those made up scenarios

but that they are in fact

products of my insecurities

products of my mind

and now

sober


interesting these nuances

effect the dreams, not

not in the slighest

or perhaps they do

but there is no sadness

no

only love

a rich love

an infinite love

no need for understanding

acceptance

love

no fear

or fakery